July 2010
1 post
today/yesterday..
today/yesterday feels like one of those days where one should just sit around and weep for a little bit because his or her world isn’t going exactly as planned. today/yesterday i rejected a birthday breakfast invitation from my boyfriend and his brother who’s birthday is today. ever since one of my best friends told me she was going to vegas in october i couldn’t be more thrilled...
June 2010
2 posts
insomnia, depression
if that even exists. lately things have been going downhill for me. well sort of. i got dropped from my classes because i was unable to pay for enrollment on time. sucks right. its about 2:23am and i cant seem to get some shut eye. doing nothing + nothing on tv = an immense amount of thinking. thinking about what? life. school. work. relationship. future. family. ugh especially family. at the...
@ the global bean
it’s almost 9pm and i’m just chillin here all by my lonesome sippin on some hazelnut latte with ?? shots. shet i should have asked how much junior put in here otherwise i’m gonna have insomnia once again. i have to pee but i don’t want to leave my drink nor the macbook alone even though someone is going to watch it from a distance. gahh! anyways it feels nice to get...
May 2010
2 posts
soo umm yeahh
wow 2nd time in the same week!! anyways how are you all doing? me. well i’ve been great. just not today. i just realize i’ve been living my life like i’m in vegas. i really need to stop but it’s just so hard when it all follows you everyday. whenever i forget about vegas coincidentally someone texts me and it always reminds me of the good times i had when i was there and it...
in class
wow i haven’t been on this thing in forever!! last night i had the worst insomnia ever. i was up until about 5am and had to wake up 3 and a half hours later for class. i made it to school with a close parking spot!! yess!! with 25 min to spare!! heyooo!! so i decided to talk to my advisor for classes in the summer and fall and look what happens the door is locked :( it had the frkn times...
October 2009
5 posts
I'm proud of the Filipino's that are proud to be...
fuckyeahstreetwear:
Especially the ones that aren’t afraid to speak Tagalog even though they think they sound weird speaking it. I mean hey just because you’re in the US that doesn’t mean you can’t speak your own language, you’re a born Filipino, be proud of it. There’s nothing to be embarrass about being Filipino, we’re good at everything. And the ones that aren’t afraid to talk about Filipino...
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jespiritu:
rashh:
1. A cell phone. 2. A hair straightener. 3. Your own computer. 4. Your own car. 5. Chanel/Dior/Gucci sunglasses. 6. A designer purse. 7. A boyfriend/girlfriend. 8. A curling iron. 9. Every Fall Out Boy CD. 10. Something from American Eagle. 11. Something from Hot Topic. 12. Something from Hollister. 13. Something from Abercrombie. 14. A pet. 15. Some type of trophy/award 16....
i guess..
things happen for a reason. some good some bad. in my case its depressing. i guess karma really is a bitz. bad karma that is.
so i’ve been out here for exactly 2 months and 7 days and i had come to realization that when i lived in las vegas, i was actually somebody. i never noticed it but its true. people came to me for advice which i never ever knew i could give. really good advice i have...
1 DOWN 2 TO GO
not too long ago i had 1 of 3 cigarettes my sister had given me before she had left for vegas. it was relieving from what had happened a couple hours before. today was the 3rd time i broke down and cried my eyes out since i’ve been here. it was probably the fact that i’m missing out on life and fun. no more social life for sara gale. goodbye sin city hello wilderness. seriously,...
wow to my life
its been exactly 2 months and 2 day since i’ve worked..this feeling of not making money or going to school sucks..i hate bumbing around like i’ve been doing..i dont know what to fcuking do with my life..hah what life actually..my life back in vegas seemed so perfect but chillin with 2 different fams during the same week even weekend was the hardest part of my life..since i’ve...