insomnia, depression
if that even exists. lately things have been going downhill for me. well sort of. i got dropped from my classes because i was unable to pay for enrollment on time. sucks right. its about 2:23am and i cant seem to get some shut eye. doing nothing + nothing on tv = an immense amount of thinking. thinking about what? life. school. work. relationship. future. family. ugh especially family. at the moment its more my relationship though. in my past relationships around this time would usually be my breaking point. seriously ask anyone thats close to me. not too long ago i had a mild nervous breakdown from thinking too much. i tend to do that a lot. anyways i just needed to clear my head and take it all down. idk lately something has been beating me up emotionally and i feel like i havent been being myself. i never thought school would hit me this hard. i need somebody to talk to. anybody. gonna try to get some sleep.
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