today/yesterday..
today/yesterday feels like one of those days where one should just sit around and weep for a little bit because his or her world isn’t going exactly as planned. today/yesterday i rejected a birthday breakfast invitation from my boyfriend and his brother who’s birthday is today. ever since one of my best friends told me she was going to vegas in october i couldn’t be more thrilled and devastated at the same time. it’s been a little over a year since the last time i saw her so of course i wanna go. the only flaw is that i just started my job and it would make me look bad if i called off. then again how often am i going to see her. ugh idk what to do. i’ve been feeling disconnected from the world lately. today/yesterday i had my first nervous breakdown in months. i’ve been making small problems into big ones and that’s not me at all. i really need a break from this place. i wanna go home
